Tres Jolie

See that little family up there? That little family up there is doing everything in their power to turn that duo into a trio and this just might be the month. Sure I’ve said that months before, but this time I have a feeling. 

Yesterday was my last day of Clomid 100mg, round two. But guess what? That husband of mine isn’t going to be back from Brooklyn until tomorrow. Luckily it would take an act of God (doesn’t it always though) to make me ovulate today only so I’m not too worried about him missing his “chance”. Once he gets home tomorrow I will start the fun daily task of a digital ovulation kit! Here’s to hoping for that smiley face I’ve so been longing to see.

Paul being 1,800 miles away through the 5 days I have to take the Clomid just might be one of the luckiest things that has ever happened to him. If you knew what the side effects to these little pills were……………..you’d run. Imagine being a pregnant 13 yr old girl with heartbreak and an emo boyfriend with a sick puppy. Yeah, thats how emotional I am. I swear for the 5 days you are pumping the hormones into your body you permanently have “throat lump” so that you are ready to cry at a moments notice. Take last night for example- I’m in the kitchen eating cookies (don’t hate) and I can hear the tv as I poor my milk. On the tv was a rerun of Keeping up with the Kardashians where Khloe gets married to Lamar. With out even seeing the stupid screen and even though I’ve seen that episode before (don’t hate) I hear about her wedding and LOSE IT. Like, completely lose it. “IT” was outta there. Lost.

And oh man the hot flashes…………… I’ve never had hot flashes to this degree. Its like a 118* day in Austin but INSIDE my body. I crank the AC down and in a few minutes when it subsides I stand there freeeeeezing. Which of course makes me cry.

So once again- Here we go! Let’s hope for happy faces, sane husbands and two little pink lines.